Past Life Part II

Wow. All I can say is Wow.
I went and did the past life regression yesterday. It was a group experience. She explained about the theories behind hypnoses and past life regressions. The question was how do you know that what you experience is real. I love the fact that she gave possible answers instead of absolutes. Some believe that it is actual past lives others believe it is your sub conchies giving you a message and now you need to analyze it. I think that both can be true.

So she started off with this group meditation that would put us in a light hypnotic state. Honestly I did not think this would work. I have a hard time meditating when I am in a small group. Forget being in a group of 30 or so. Still I thought it would be interesting and if nothing else relaxing. She had us stare at a point in the ceiling then she did counting and we visualized a bar going over our bodies covering our bodies with waves of relaxation. We went down a flight of stares, counted backwards on a ruler. I might have some of these things out of order and of course I am leaving out the things that she said that went with everything. This was almost a 2 hour experience and it only felt like maybe 45 minutes to me. So there is a very good possibility that there are things I don't remember. Actually there is at least one part I know for sure I don't remember. After it was done she said to someone remember when I said wisdom erases karma? I looked at my friend and said "She said that?" I had no idea. Still can not remember those words being spoken at all. No telling what else I missed.   
She had us walk through a door then we were flying through space. Then we felt a pull towards earth. When she said that I felt a pull in my stomach and I honestly felt like I was being pulled down.


She then asked us to look at our feet and look around and some other things that I don't really remember.
I do remember looking at my feet and I was not wearing shoes. I had definite male feet. The rest I sort of sensed 'saw'. I was in a wheat field. At least I think it was wheat. But it seemed softer then wheat. Everything had a golden hue to it. As though maybe the sun was going down or coming up. My clothing was simple. A tunic kind of a thing, not pants. Relationships with other people are very important to me so I kept wanting to see others. I just saw green somewhat humanoid shapes kind of swirl before me and disappear when ever I would think where are the people I know. I felt like I was in Rome, but that thought was instantly replaced by not Rome Italy. Then the lady asked what was our name and I heard John. Clear as a bell in a very American male voice. Which does not fit in with the rest of the vision. I got the impression that I was married and had 2 children but that is my life now. Not sure if I was projecting this or not. I think my cottage was off to the left of me. Very small but well built. Straw roof and straw bricks? The field I was in was on a rolling hill. She asked what was the wisdom from that life. Very strongly I felt "I was a farmer" there was pride in this. Aggressive pride if that makes sense. She then had us go to our death seen. I was still in that same field at the same time. Still had not seen my family. It seemed very quiet. Then I was just dead. I was very surprised and angry that I had died. I knew I was dead there was no confusion about that. I was just very angry about it and surprised, because it shouldn't have happened. That was what I kept thinking. I shouldn't have died. I do not think I was murdered. I think it was natural causes. I just don't think I had any symptoms before. I think it happened very quickly. There was one other thing she asked what kind of music if any there was. I remember thinking only singing but I think I might have gone most if not all of my life not hearing any. This is sad to me. Even though I am not musically inclined I love it. It is a big part of my life.

When it was over and we had shared a little a man came up to me and said he thinks he was having my experience. In his vision he was Johnny and he was in a wheat field and had been studding the bible. In a way it is almost like it was the same person just a few centuries apart possible. He gave me some things to look into. The interesting thing is he saw what he called alien like beings. I did not mention my green humanoid forms so he had no way of knowing that.

The lady who ran the group regression told us to write our experiences in our book. She also said that it would be very likely that our dreams for a while might be connected with the past life regression. She said to write these down as well. I was really excited to see what I would dream last night. However I do not remember any dreams. I did have a thought right after getting up though. Maybe the reason I sensed 'saw' things was that I had been blind in that life. Or had had very very poor vision. In this life I have very bad vision. If I do not wear my glasses I can not really function very well. Everything becomes a colorful kind of blob. Kind of in the right shape but colors blend together small things disappear completely no real depth perception since there are no clear lines. It is very uncomfortable for me. It is kind of funny that I hadn't thought of this yesterday since it is such a part of my life now.

If anyone has the opportunity to do a past life regression I recommend doing it. If anyone has an experience they would like to share by all means leave a comment.