Bad Dream

So the Hypnotherapist who did the past life regression, told us we would probably be dreaming about our past lives in the next few days. I think that last night I did have one or two dreams about my past lives, but these are not the ones I remember. The only dream I remember from last night was about my parents and it was not a good one.

My husband and I were sitting at our breakfast nook table. Apparently we were going through the mail together. This is not something we normally do by the way. Who ever get's the mail passes it on to the right person. In the dream there was a large pile of mail on the middle of the table, but I think we were also doing something else at the time. Maybe paying bills? I am not sure. I pick up one of the letters. It looked like junk mail with something printed on the envelope, with the color yellow and black lettering. The letter even had an address window. I do not remember ever actually seeing what was on the envelope. I told Jeremy "I got a condolence letter" Do not ask me why I knew that is what it was, but that is what it was. I got upset.Not to much, because I didn't know why I would get one. My thought went immediately to my parents. However no one had informed me of there death. I even wondered who would know before me and send me a card? Then I relaxed a bit because somehow I discovered the letter was not meant for me. Maybe the wrong name or something. I did still feel a little uneasy in my dream.

I continued to go through the mail. Then I came across a post card. This also looked like junk mail. It had a yellow box with black lettering inside. Possible the same 'logo' as the other letter. I picked it up and said "I just got another condolence card" My husband said "So you said it was addressed to the wrong person." I was trying not to get to upset about the card and I told him "This is a different one and it is addressed to me" I can not remember exactly what was on the card, but I remember it was very vague. Something along the lines 'Very sorry for your loss'. I started to feel panicky, because I had not been informed of anyone's death. My husband really did not seem at all upset about this, or even to curious about it.

I got on the phone and called my mother. Again I do not remember exactly how the conversation went. I asked if her and Dad were OK. She told me yes, but Dad was upstairs in bed and couldn't get up. On a side not, in my dream they were in the house they own. However because of health reasons they do not live in that house anymore. She yelled up the stairs "Do you want to tell your daughter anything" I know there was some conversation on the other line. I am not sure if it was more things my mother told my father or the other way around. I started to feel better, but still had a pit in my stomach.

The conversation I had with my mother was almost like a movie sceen. I was watching it. I could see my mother on the phone. She went upstairs, I am guessing to talk to my father. I do not remember her telling me this on the phone but I knew, possible because I was watching. She slowly walked up the stairs and then everything kind of faded. I was back to just being on the phone waiting for her to come back and give me Dad's message.I started to feel very panicky again because she was not coming back. Why was she not coming back. Had something really happened to my Father.

Unfortunately the next thing that happened was that my alarm went off and woke me up. This dream left me feeling a little weary to say the least. It does feel better to have written it down though. My mother's birthday is on Friday. She will be turning 76. Since she lives in a different country calling is not the cheapest thing, so I am waiting to call until Friday. Luckily I have family that lives there and I know that someone would call me if there really was something wrong.